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Relationships are something that I have never had an easy time with. I am a very closed person and i really do not like telling other people my problems. The relationship that i have been in there has been commitment but not so much love. This happened a couple years ago where me and this really good friend started to hang out a lot and we would always talk. I would tell him everything and he would too. I had a feeling that he was being a little bit less open with me than i was being with him. Sometimes i had the feeling that he would tell other people more personal things than he would tell me, but i never made a big deal out of it because we weren't in an established relationship. We did know that we liked each other but because we were in an established relationship i felt like i had no room to get jealous. Although the commitment was there, i couldn't establish love with this other person. The impact of this on my relationship just makes me more cautious about the people i open up to. It made me realize how much security  is important to my in a relationship.